Your Best Friend Enemy's

It's soo great to not having a beast friend anymore

2009-09-25T20:29:00.000-07:00

hey there, it's been a long time that i'm not writing on this page. today, i would like to write something here about my story, BFF. well, maybe you guys having a bff that really closed with you. there's nothing wrong with you both. but something wrong with me and my ex- BFF.

actually, we just fight. cat-fight. i never want this anymore in my life. we always fight every 3 month with a stupid problem on it. WTF. she has a really bad attitude, because she's rich and childies. and me, i really has an ego and temperament. that's the reason why we both fight. and i think it's over, and i dont wanna come back.

now, she's with her another best friend that SHE SAID have a bitch mother. sorry, but my ex- bestfriend told me that, and i dont want to comments. hehhehe. congratulation for her and her new best friend.somethimes, your bff make you high, but somethimes they fall you down.

and me? hahahah, i have a lot of friend's wow, it's really great. i have rere. she's the best. she made this pict for me. and a many pict, i'm hang out with a lot of friend, and chat with a many friend. so happy to not having a beast friend.

Tell a Sad Story all over again

2009-06-09T04:23:00.000-07:00

gak tau apa yang ada di pikiran gw, i'm insane i think. terlalu banyak hal di dunia ini yang bikin gw pusing. terlalu banyak orang yang berusaha nge- handle gw, tapi sebenernya gak, They're just made me bad, and even worst. they're act like they really understand, but they don't. it hurt, isn't it? gw udah capek bgt rasanya.

somethimes, i also thinking about how to killed my self. okay then. a many times i drunk a many medicine that i got on my make up pouch. its kind of flu, or cough drugs. i eat about 8-10 pills. and then i feel sleepy. and not waking up until 10 hours. someone was bring me to the hospital. the last time that i do that is at saturday. and then i'm going to the hopital, and the doctor gave me a many injection. thank god i'm still here. Allah must be loved me so much. i'm streess, i need a help. but nobody i think. even my parents.

i found some kinda "escape" but he didn't help me a lot. he just the same. now, i'm just trying to give a "rehab" for my self. i'm trying to let a many "chains" in my body's gone. the one is him. sorry, i'm sorry, i already told him about the truth of me. but i think the truth is hurt's. i just have to let him go, as my friend told me that he never serious with me, i'll try to believe in him and heard him so much. but it mean nothing. thank you for gave me a many respect, caring, and suggestion. and think this is the last time that i wrote a page about him. i don't mean to forget. but its just something that made me sick all over again. i will forget it before its all too late.

Emotionaless by Good Charlotte

2009-05-21T01:48:00.000-07:00

Hey dad I'm writing to you
Not to tell you, that I still hate you
Just to ask you how you feel
And how we fell apart how this fell apart

Are you happy out there in this great wide world?
Do you think about your sons?
Do you miss your little girl?
When you lay your head down how do you sleep at night?
Do you even wonder if were all right?

Were alright
Were alright

Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mothers heart, you broke your children for life
Its not ok but were alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now Im writing just to let you know that Im still alive

The days I spent so cold, so hungry, were full of hate
I was so angry, the scars run deep inside this tattooed body
There's things Ill take to my grave, but Im ok, Im ok

Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mothers heart, you broke your children for life
Its not ok but were alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now I'm writing just to let you know that Im still alive

And sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time Ill admit
That I miss you, said I miss you

Its been a long hard road without you by my side
Why weren't you there all the nights that we cried?
You broke my mothers heart, you broke your children for life
Its not ok but were alright
I remember the days you were a hero in my eyes
But those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now Im writing just to let you know that Im still alive

And sometimes I forgive, yeah and this time Ill admit
That I miss you, said I miss you...hey dad

"hope you read what i wrote daddy, so you know what i felt right now",- AmyTheStrange

sountrack of my life

2009-05-20T18:16:00.000-07:00

Taylor Swift- You Belong With me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend,
shes upset,
shes going off about something that you said,
she doesn't get your humor like i do.
I'm in the room its a typical Tuesday night,
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like,
and she'll never know your story like i do.

But she wears short skirts,
i wear t-shirts,
she's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers,
dreaming 'bout the day
when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

[Chorus]
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you,
been here all along so why can't you see,
You belong with me
You belong with me.

Walkin' the streets with you and your worn out jeans,
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be,

Laughing on a park bench thinking to myself,
'hey isn't this easy',
and you've got a smile that can light up this whole town,
i haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down,
you say you're fine,
i know you better than that,
hey what you doing with a girl like that?

She wear's high heels,
i wear sneakers,
she's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers,
dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up and find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

[Chorus]
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you,
been here all along so why can't you see,
You belong with me

Standing by,
waiting at your back door,
all this time how could you not know baby,
you belong with me.
you belong with me.

Oh, remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night,
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry,
i know you're favourite songs
and you tell me 'bout you're dreams
think i know where you belong,
think i know it's with me.

[Chorus]
Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you,
been here all along so why can't you see,
You belong with me
You belong with me

Standing by,
waiting at your back door,
all this time how could you not know baby,
you belong with me.
you belong with me.
you belong with me.

have you ever thought just maybe,
you belong with me.
you belong with me.

Hey Ho, Hey do!

2009-05-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

Hey! Welcome you guys on my blog, Your Best Friend Enemy's. Why i choose this name because i think its kinda cute name, and seems complicated. haahhah lol. Anyway, this is my first post on this blog, actually i already wrote another post on Myspace Blog and Friendster. But, i deleted, bored.. anyway introducing my self, i'm Amiyandra Suratman A.K.A AmyTheStrange. i'm from Indonesia, and i love Fashion!!!! yoooo huuuu!!!! thats it!
maybe you think that my style are boring, but i think fashion is not about fashion magazine, but, is about you! how can u feel comfort, whatever that u wearin', whatever is that, but its you!

terkadang fashion magz terlalu berlebihan, mereka gak salah, mereka nge mix and match baju yg menurut mereka keren, dan majalah ini dibaca sama oknum2 tidak bertanggung jawab sehingga mereka meng- copi seluruh item yang di match di majalah ini. kesannya terlalu Follower. kalo kita bisa jadi trendsenter, kenapa gak?kenapa harus ngikutin fashion magazine?

kalo kamu merasa trend ini gak cocok sama kamu, kamu bisa coba yang laen. JANGAN DIPAKSAIN. nanti malah bisa jadi fashion crime lho! just be you, wearing anything that u like to wear, dan gak usah pikirin pendapat orang.